Writing at 2AM

So what do I say here? That an old friend and parishioner, in the midst of offering me some positive feedback, told me I should start a blog? And that I gave a joke answer? So I wouldn’t hav to admit the truth?

Because the truth is, I’ve tried to start a blog many times, but I could never figure out the purpose, the voice. And yet tonight…I think I may have figured it out. 
My depression is my voice.